Rachel (
theresnodoor) wrote2011-08-27 10:33 am
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When you fight for three years, you get used to the aspects of it. The secret keeping. The sudden pounding rush of adrenaline. The constant thrum of fear under your skin. The exhaustion. The rage. The helplessness and the power.
There are different kinds of 'get used to,' though.
There's the kind where, free of those constraints, you can relax. It never leaves entirely, but it ebbs. You don't miss it exactly but you recognize that you could go back to it in a heartbeat, if you needed to - and you tell yourself you don't want to.
There's another kind. Less readily admitted to.
The kind where you relax immediately. And slowly, surely, the thrum under your skin comes back. But the fear has a different flavor this time around, more restless than anything else.
The nice thing is, the solution is obvious.
The bad thing is, it's a solution you can't admit to.
Rachel does a lot of things to channel that thrum. Waking at dawn. Gymnastics routines. Runs around the lake. Training with the punching bag. Reading with Tobias. Talking, talking, talking to people. Morphing for fun.
But they're only channels, and none of them for much purpose.
There's only one thing that's given her true relaxation, release, since Milliways.
An afternoon walk in Milliways' forest and Rachel finds herself standing before a tall rock face, more than a hill but not quite a mountain. An opening several feet taller than she is - a rock cave.
Carved into the stone, a symbol she won't readily forget.
"...Daedalus."
There are different kinds of 'get used to,' though.
There's the kind where, free of those constraints, you can relax. It never leaves entirely, but it ebbs. You don't miss it exactly but you recognize that you could go back to it in a heartbeat, if you needed to - and you tell yourself you don't want to.
There's another kind. Less readily admitted to.
The kind where you relax immediately. And slowly, surely, the thrum under your skin comes back. But the fear has a different flavor this time around, more restless than anything else.
The nice thing is, the solution is obvious.
The bad thing is, it's a solution you can't admit to.
Rachel does a lot of things to channel that thrum. Waking at dawn. Gymnastics routines. Runs around the lake. Training with the punching bag. Reading with Tobias. Talking, talking, talking to people. Morphing for fun.
But they're only channels, and none of them for much purpose.
There's only one thing that's given her true relaxation, release, since Milliways.
An afternoon walk in Milliways' forest and Rachel finds herself standing before a tall rock face, more than a hill but not quite a mountain. An opening several feet taller than she is - a rock cave.
Carved into the stone, a symbol she won't readily forget.
"...Daedalus."
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"Last one back to the bar buys dinner."
She heads off purposely in the direction Rachel pointed.
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...except that the irritatingly cheerful are often soon to find themselves the prematurely dead. So while Rachel hangs back, letting the red light fade around here, itching to go that way and not Mel's way...
She came here to feel better. Letting someone die - even an irritating, possibly stupid someone - is not going to help that.
There is some soft grumbling in the darkness behind Mel, but nothing to fear. Just an irate teenager.
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She's also strolling at a pace that it's easy to keep up with, if you wanted to walk and grumble at the same time. As she walks, she keeps the light angled low and dim, bathing the stone tunnel in red.
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Rachel doesn't usually have a problem with someone else leading the way, when she trusts them to know what they're doing. But since Mel has already admitted to not knowing where they are, much less what they're doing there, there is some effort put forward to catch up and eye the woman.
"Have you heard of the Labyrinth?"
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Not quite grinning anymore, she cocks a sideways look at Rachel. "You have."
It's... partly a question.
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Rachel glares, focusing more on the first part of the answer than the second. "Congratulations, now you're in it. The guided tour includes 'Don't get yourself killed, the end.'"
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Just to be sure, Mel reaches behind her waist and taps the scythe on her back, to make sure it's loose in the sheath. There are other weapons, but this if her absolute favourite, so.
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And very nearly stops dead in the dark stone tunnel.
A moment or two later, there are soft (barefoot) steps hurrying to catch up and Rachel falls into step beside Mel, eyeing her in a way that would be a glare if she weren't so amused.
And pleased.
"Is there some kind of secret rule in Milliways that everybody has to know how to kick butt before they can visit?"
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Although a coupe of steps later she adds, "no one I know, though."
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Rachel considers this as they walk, scanning the red light ahead and around them - what little it shows. "I know a little kid who probably can't. She might try, though."
Boo thinks she's terribly ferocious.
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Okay, yes, she was having fun while breaking it up, but it would have eventually broken up.
She's quite sure of it.
"That's right. You're Security."
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"Yep. That's me."
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At the cheerful confirmation, Rachel frowns a little.
At some point, she knows, she'll have to tell Mel what she's capable of. Getting surprised in the Labyrinth is not a whole lot of fun, she's found.
And she will.
Soon.
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She's striding along, with a confidence that's mostly real, partly bravado, while keeping an eye on the nature of the tunnel. When the stone sides start being more evenly cut, nearly polished, her posture straightens, but her pace doesn't change.
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When her posture straightens, Rachel's pace actually does slow, just slightly. Enough so to look around.
She does not need to keep up just because Mel is blindly plowing forward. She does not.
But it's odd to see the tunnels change before they've even found a symbol. Surely that part of the Labyrinth wasn't flexible?
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When Rachel slows, she looks over her shoulder just to check on her. She's assuming that the girl can hndle herself, after just coming in and taking her clothes off for what Mel guesses is a magic trick of some sort.
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Rachel is still looking up, studying the slow bleed of rough wall to smooth stone when Mel glances back. She hasn't stopped, still moving forward.
But also waiting.
It hadn't taken long, the last time she'd found herself here. Nothing's jumped out just yet, though.
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A very quiet rumbling in fact, like a very small do growling.
Which as it turns out, is coming from a very small dog growling. Small with long hair the colour of Rachel's.
Still, Mel stands about ten feet away from it, and frowns.
"What is that?"
Dogs shouldn't be that ugly.
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Then it opens its mouth.
In three sections. Sharp, snake-like tongue slithering out and a tripod-muzzle filled with razor teeth.
Growling and pacing slowly toward them.
"Something that used to be a dog," Rachel replies, low-voiced as she keeps walking forward. Just enough to get in front of Mel, stand between her and this thing.
Mel has an axe. But Rachel can heal from just about anything.
Still. This is hardly the sort of danger she expected, even with the fluffy thing drooling on the rock floor.
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Because frankly, that's just weird.
She pulls out that scythe and swirls it around her hand a little before holding it to her side.
"What kind of idiot lurk would turn a dog?" She muses, as she walks forward, coming to Rachel's side.
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Okay, Milliways, people come from all sorts of weird worlds with weird creatures. But still.
Rachel glances at the dog again, frowning thoughtfully. Any number of morphs could take it but it's not actually doing anything right now. Save growling and drooling at them. The axe might be enough by itself.
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She stops, tilts her head and gives it a look.
"Yeah, that's probably a dog. Rats aren't that fuzzy."
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Don't judge. Don't judge. Especially when the thing opens its mouth again, drooling and growling.
"...okay. Sure. Vampire Pomeranian."
Mouth still open, it barks once and lunges. Rachel leaps back more out of surprise than fear, frowning at it. "So... do we kill it?"
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Mel had been passing it as she spoke, but then it doesn't just lunge, it leaps at her throat, mouth open.
She twists the scythe around her neck, and slices its head clean off before it gets half an arm's distance to her.
"...yeah," she says, as it crumbles into dust. "We can kill it."
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