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Rachel ([personal profile] theresnodoor) wrote2011-08-27 10:33 am

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When you fight for three years, you get used to the aspects of it. The secret keeping. The sudden pounding rush of adrenaline. The constant thrum of fear under your skin. The exhaustion. The rage. The helplessness and the power.

There are different kinds of 'get used to,' though.

There's the kind where, free of those constraints, you can relax. It never leaves entirely, but it ebbs. You don't miss it exactly but you recognize that you could go back to it in a heartbeat, if you needed to - and you tell yourself you don't want to.

There's another kind. Less readily admitted to.

The kind where you relax immediately. And slowly, surely, the thrum under your skin comes back. But the fear has a different flavor this time around, more restless than anything else.

The nice thing is, the solution is obvious.

The bad thing is, it's a solution you can't admit to.




Rachel does a lot of things to channel that thrum. Waking at dawn. Gymnastics routines. Runs around the lake. Training with the punching bag. Reading with Tobias. Talking, talking, talking to people. Morphing for fun.

But they're only channels, and none of them for much purpose.

There's only one thing that's given her true relaxation, release, since Milliways.


An afternoon walk in Milliways' forest and Rachel finds herself standing before a tall rock face, more than a hill but not quite a mountain. An opening several feet taller than she is - a rock cave.



Carved into the stone, a symbol she won't readily forget.



"...Daedalus."
slayer_fray: (welling up)

[personal profile] slayer_fray 2012-05-20 01:21 am (UTC)(link)
Having checked that a bird is a coming, Mel manages to use the very tips of her left fingers to help her scaling, and she makes quick work of the rest of the wall.

Well, not very quick work. It's still a relief to be sitting on the top, straddling the stone, and taking a breather.

Turns out, using her left hand? Had in fact been a terrible idea.
slayer_fray: (explaining)

[personal profile] slayer_fray 2012-05-20 03:33 am (UTC)(link)
Really, would Mel take it any other way.

"Looks like the scopes," Mel says. "Like that one where it's all grass then it gets into colour and she's attacked by Loompas. Only without the colour."

Seriously, it's all just grass. What the hell?

"Least I'm not gonna be sweating up a storm."

Though she doesn't move over the wall yet. She's still nursing her hand.
slayer_fray: (thoughtful)

[personal profile] slayer_fray 2012-09-23 08:20 pm (UTC)(link)
"Jake."

That means she's doing well. And she's not going to admit to anything else anyway.

"I'm thinking we pick a direction from here."

And she nods towards what looks like a large standing stone heading out of the grass. "May or may not be an exit?"
slayer_fray: (tolerant)

[personal profile] slayer_fray 2012-09-23 09:07 pm (UTC)(link)
Mel nods, and shifts her weight on the wall, by picking up her far foot to put it on the top of the wall. It also involves putting her left hand down and bracing to jump.

She winces.

"Gimme a sec."
slayer_fray: (tolerant)

[personal profile] slayer_fray 2012-09-23 11:22 pm (UTC)(link)
Mel sits for a few seconds, watching Rachel over the field.

The grass ripples with the wind in waves like an ocean which seems much bigger for the level of the wind she's feeling up here. Mel figures either the wind is much stronger down there or that she has no idea how wind is supposed to react to fields of grass.

Her money is on the latter.
slayer_fray: (smug)

[personal profile] slayer_fray 2012-09-24 12:52 am (UTC)(link)
"Alright."

She can hang on as long as she needs to. 'Sides, Mel is high up, and she's never more comfortable than when she's high up.

She doesn't know if Rachel can hear her, but she shoots a lazy salute in the eagle's direction.
slayer_fray: (acrobatics)

[personal profile] slayer_fray 2012-10-06 03:54 am (UTC)(link)
Mel is quite comfortable sitting up here right now, one leg hanging relaxed on the grassy side of the wall, the other up on the top edge, taking her weight completely on the ball, knee soft and bent.

She watches Rachel disappear, then her vision pulls out a little to watch the wind moving in the grass.

"RACH."

She hollers out the name, quick and urgent, at the same time as her bent leg snaps out and she rolls off the wall, throwing herself into a dive, straight into the sea of corn.
slayer_fray: (acrobatics)

[personal profile] slayer_fray 2012-10-17 02:37 am (UTC)(link)
What Mel saw was a twitch in the corn. Probably nothing. Probably just the wind. There are plenty of ripples from the wind, after all.

Except that when you focus on one ripple, it kind of looks like it's moving in a line. And then there's another one, and a third. Hard to make out.

Until something landed in the corn, and then these tiny, barely perceptible lines turned almost as one, and started heading towards the landing site.

Mel tucks her bad hand across her chest, uses her other and the scythe it holds to shield her injury, and tucks and rolls as she hits the corn, racing to where she saw Rachel disappear.

"Incoming!"