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Rachel ([personal profile] theresnodoor) wrote2011-08-27 10:33 am

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When you fight for three years, you get used to the aspects of it. The secret keeping. The sudden pounding rush of adrenaline. The constant thrum of fear under your skin. The exhaustion. The rage. The helplessness and the power.

There are different kinds of 'get used to,' though.

There's the kind where, free of those constraints, you can relax. It never leaves entirely, but it ebbs. You don't miss it exactly but you recognize that you could go back to it in a heartbeat, if you needed to - and you tell yourself you don't want to.

There's another kind. Less readily admitted to.

The kind where you relax immediately. And slowly, surely, the thrum under your skin comes back. But the fear has a different flavor this time around, more restless than anything else.

The nice thing is, the solution is obvious.

The bad thing is, it's a solution you can't admit to.




Rachel does a lot of things to channel that thrum. Waking at dawn. Gymnastics routines. Runs around the lake. Training with the punching bag. Reading with Tobias. Talking, talking, talking to people. Morphing for fun.

But they're only channels, and none of them for much purpose.

There's only one thing that's given her true relaxation, release, since Milliways.


An afternoon walk in Milliways' forest and Rachel finds herself standing before a tall rock face, more than a hill but not quite a mountain. An opening several feet taller than she is - a rock cave.



Carved into the stone, a symbol she won't readily forget.



"...Daedalus."
slayer_fray: (wry)

[personal profile] slayer_fray 2011-08-28 04:50 pm (UTC)(link)
"Sounds like my kind of place."

Just to be sure, Mel reaches behind her waist and taps the scythe on her back, to make sure it's loose in the sheath. There are other weapons, but this if her absolute favourite, so.
slayer_fray: (scythe)

[personal profile] slayer_fray 2011-08-29 02:31 am (UTC)(link)
"Nah," Mel says. She hadn't meant to be all 'check out my cool stabby thing', but she'd be daft not to realise where this remark came from. "Plenty of people who can't."

Although a coupe of steps later she adds, "no one I know, though."
slayer_fray: (explaining)

[personal profile] slayer_fray 2011-08-30 12:08 am (UTC)(link)
"That's why I still carry, in bar," Mel explains, kicking a stone hard enough to watch it fly out of the light. "For the ones who can't."
slayer_fray: (smug)

[personal profile] slayer_fray 2011-09-12 11:45 am (UTC)(link)
Mel didn't see it that way. She saw two metas having fun in a fight, not breaking it up. She does enough of both to knwo the difference.

"Yep. That's me."
slayer_fray: (alert)

[personal profile] slayer_fray 2011-09-25 10:47 pm (UTC)(link)
Mel is used to being surprised, though. It makes life interesting.

She's striding along, with a confidence that's mostly real, partly bravado, while keeping an eye on the nature of the tunnel. When the stone sides start being more evenly cut, nearly polished, her posture straightens, but her pace doesn't change.
slayer_fray: (checking)

[personal profile] slayer_fray 2011-09-25 11:35 pm (UTC)(link)
Probably not. Mel's never been in here before so she doesn't know.

When Rachel slows, she looks over her shoulder just to check on her. She's assuming that the girl can hndle herself, after just coming in and taking her clothes off for what Mel guesses is a magic trick of some sort.
slayer_fray: (yeah right)

[personal profile] slayer_fray 2011-12-16 07:49 pm (UTC)(link)
It's Mel who hers it first - very low rumbling ahead of them in the tunnel.

A very quiet rumbling in fact, like a very small do growling.

Which as it turns out, is coming from a very small dog growling. Small with long hair the colour of Rachel's.

Still, Mel stands about ten feet away from it, and frowns.

"What is that?"

Dogs shouldn't be that ugly.
slayer_fray: (twitch)

[personal profile] slayer_fray 2012-01-02 11:18 am (UTC)(link)
The only reason Rachel is able to get past Mel to be in front of her, is that Mel's stopped in her tracks to give the dog the eye.

Because frankly, that's just weird.

She pulls out that scythe and swirls it around her hand a little before holding it to her side.

"What kind of idiot lurk would turn a dog?" She muses, as she walks forward, coming to Rachel's side.
slayer_fray: (yeah right)

[personal profile] slayer_fray 2012-01-02 08:24 pm (UTC)(link)
"Looks like a vampire dog to me," Mel says.

She stops, tilts her head and gives it a look.

"Yeah, that's probably a dog. Rats aren't that fuzzy."
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[personal profile] slayer_fray 2012-01-02 08:35 pm (UTC)(link)
"If it goes at us agai..."

Mel had been passing it as she spoke, but then it doesn't just lunge, it leaps at her throat, mouth open.

She twists the scythe around her neck, and slices its head clean off before it gets half an arm's distance to her.

"...yeah," she says, as it crumbles into dust. "We can kill it."
slayer_fray: (wry)

[personal profile] slayer_fray 2012-01-03 12:09 am (UTC)(link)
Mel would say they're the same thing, but she doesn't really think that.

"Yeah," she says, in answer to the question. "Stake through the heart, decapitation, fire."

She doesn't look at Rachel, because she's giving the Rottweilers the side eye, waiting for them to attack first.

It's only because she didn't see Rachel with anything flammable or wooden, that she amends that to, "decapitation, I guess."

She doesn't take her eye of the dogs. Try it, Fidos
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[personal profile] slayer_fray 2012-01-03 12:26 am (UTC)(link)
"Oh!" says Mel, even as she steps forward, jamming the wooden end of her weapon into the heart of the dog that's bigger than her, on its hind legs.

"You're the bear!"

She remembers that. And she's glad to figure that one out.

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