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Rachel ([personal profile] theresnodoor) wrote2011-08-27 10:33 am

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When you fight for three years, you get used to the aspects of it. The secret keeping. The sudden pounding rush of adrenaline. The constant thrum of fear under your skin. The exhaustion. The rage. The helplessness and the power.

There are different kinds of 'get used to,' though.

There's the kind where, free of those constraints, you can relax. It never leaves entirely, but it ebbs. You don't miss it exactly but you recognize that you could go back to it in a heartbeat, if you needed to - and you tell yourself you don't want to.

There's another kind. Less readily admitted to.

The kind where you relax immediately. And slowly, surely, the thrum under your skin comes back. But the fear has a different flavor this time around, more restless than anything else.

The nice thing is, the solution is obvious.

The bad thing is, it's a solution you can't admit to.




Rachel does a lot of things to channel that thrum. Waking at dawn. Gymnastics routines. Runs around the lake. Training with the punching bag. Reading with Tobias. Talking, talking, talking to people. Morphing for fun.

But they're only channels, and none of them for much purpose.

There's only one thing that's given her true relaxation, release, since Milliways.


An afternoon walk in Milliways' forest and Rachel finds herself standing before a tall rock face, more than a hill but not quite a mountain. An opening several feet taller than she is - a rock cave.



Carved into the stone, a symbol she won't readily forget.



"...Daedalus."
slayer_fray: (thoughtful)

[personal profile] slayer_fray 2011-08-27 05:11 pm (UTC)(link)
"No." Cheerfully, in a voice that suggests it's going to be fun finding out. Mel sits on her ledge and starts rummaging in the pockets on her belt. "How sensitive are your eyes right now? Might not wanna look directly at me."
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[personal profile] slayer_fray 2011-08-27 05:39 pm (UTC)(link)
"I'm going to take a look at where we are."

Duh, Rachel. The only reason Mel didn't do that before is she wanted to make sure they were alone.

The flashlight is less than pocket sized, dim and red and smaller than Mels hand, filling some of the room with a pale red light that will let her see, but without compromising her adjusting night vision.

There are some tools a theif never leaves home without.
slayer_fray: (explaining)

[personal profile] slayer_fray 2011-08-27 05:53 pm (UTC)(link)
And Mel's 'ledge' appears to be a piece of stone that was just a little too hard for the person carving it, although deep cracks have been left by the attempt to remove it. And in the light, seems a lot less sturdy than it felt.

She holds the flashlight in her teeth and leaps down lightly onto the floor, facing the tunnel ahead of them.

"Well, if I were going to get out of here, that's the way I'd take," she says. "Think it's too obvious?"

Why Rachel saw fit to take her clothes off, she doesn't ask.
slayer_fray: (smug)

[personal profile] slayer_fray 2011-08-27 11:02 pm (UTC)(link)
"Then it's lucky I had a big breakfast," Mel says, irritatingly cheerful as she grins at Rachel in the half-light. she has that way of responding to scowls.

"Last one back to the bar buys dinner."

She heads off purposely in the direction Rachel pointed.
slayer_fray: (happy)

[personal profile] slayer_fray 2011-08-28 02:27 am (UTC)(link)
Mel is irritating and stupid, it's true. She's made an art form out of it.

She's also strolling at a pace that it's easy to keep up with, if you wanted to walk and grumble at the same time. As she walks, she keeps the light angled low and dim, bathing the stone tunnel in red.
slayer_fray: (wry)

[personal profile] slayer_fray 2011-08-28 04:42 pm (UTC)(link)
"Heard of it, yeah," is the reply. Mel gets around, she's heard of a lot of things. "Ever been in or had the guided tour, no. Guess it's my turn to find out."

Not quite grinning anymore, she cocks a sideways look at Rachel. "You have."

It's... partly a question.
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[personal profile] slayer_fray 2011-08-28 04:50 pm (UTC)(link)
"Sounds like my kind of place."

Just to be sure, Mel reaches behind her waist and taps the scythe on her back, to make sure it's loose in the sheath. There are other weapons, but this if her absolute favourite, so.
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[personal profile] slayer_fray 2011-08-29 02:31 am (UTC)(link)
"Nah," Mel says. She hadn't meant to be all 'check out my cool stabby thing', but she'd be daft not to realise where this remark came from. "Plenty of people who can't."

Although a coupe of steps later she adds, "no one I know, though."
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[personal profile] slayer_fray 2011-08-30 12:08 am (UTC)(link)
"That's why I still carry, in bar," Mel explains, kicking a stone hard enough to watch it fly out of the light. "For the ones who can't."
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[personal profile] slayer_fray 2011-09-12 11:45 am (UTC)(link)
Mel didn't see it that way. She saw two metas having fun in a fight, not breaking it up. She does enough of both to knwo the difference.

"Yep. That's me."
slayer_fray: (alert)

[personal profile] slayer_fray 2011-09-25 10:47 pm (UTC)(link)
Mel is used to being surprised, though. It makes life interesting.

She's striding along, with a confidence that's mostly real, partly bravado, while keeping an eye on the nature of the tunnel. When the stone sides start being more evenly cut, nearly polished, her posture straightens, but her pace doesn't change.
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[personal profile] slayer_fray 2011-09-25 11:35 pm (UTC)(link)
Probably not. Mel's never been in here before so she doesn't know.

When Rachel slows, she looks over her shoulder just to check on her. She's assuming that the girl can hndle herself, after just coming in and taking her clothes off for what Mel guesses is a magic trick of some sort.
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[personal profile] slayer_fray 2011-12-16 07:49 pm (UTC)(link)
It's Mel who hers it first - very low rumbling ahead of them in the tunnel.

A very quiet rumbling in fact, like a very small do growling.

Which as it turns out, is coming from a very small dog growling. Small with long hair the colour of Rachel's.

Still, Mel stands about ten feet away from it, and frowns.

"What is that?"

Dogs shouldn't be that ugly.

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